Can’t wait for my best friend to go on Warped Tour with these guys. He deserves it :)
Thank you darling and of course I remember you. It’s sad that some men make poor choices but I’ll be ok
People use me and forget that I have feelings. and because no one gives a shit about me I don’t either. I am currently in a hospital post surgery and found out this guy who made me believe I was worth more than a cute comment had a girlfriend the entire time I was involved with him. It makes me sick to my stomach to know that I will believe any man and care for him if he makes me feel special for five minutes. There isn’t enough drugs or alcohol to make me think my life means anything to anyone. And for that reason I sit here in s morphine haze wanting to kill myself. There are only two people who are stopping me from it. My sister and my best friend who I’d give the world to see him happy. I love them more than I’ve ever loved anyone or anything else. But they both made me feel like I was nothing but a pain in the ass today. So here I sit. Alone. With just these thoughts and my tears wondering if I’ll ever be worth anything in this life or the next.










